no time for friends
no time for fun
no time for love
no time for anything anymore
most of all no time for writing...
this real world stuff sucks...it devours people and its coming after me...


Have You Ever?Have You Ever?Have You Ever?
Have you ever felt so down and depressed like you've hit rock bottom and not know why?
Have you ever had those nights were all you want to do is just sit down and cry yourself to sleep, and not know why?
Have you ever wished that you didn’t exist and were erased from all existence and not know why?
Have you ever felt like your never good enough and that you will never be no matter what people tell you and not know why?
Have you ever felt like you are constantly being judged by others and that they are always talking about you and not know why?
Have yo


No FearNo Fear!No Fear
Death doesn't scare me Nothing does Peoples worst fear is death or to be alone I’m not scared of death It sounds like it could be fun And as far as being alone It's nothing new Welcome to my world I’m now all alone I love the dark, and the cold It reminds me of Death I told you it sounded like fun To end it all right here, right now Wouldn't phase me I'd still be alone The only difference is that I'd be dead... Big Whoop! I can handle my own death and being alone The real question is can you? Can you conquer


It Can't Be...It Can't Be…It Can't Be...
Walking in and watching him
He speaks to the air
As if something was there
Moving closer…Slipping on something wet
Looking down at the ground
The room begins to spin around
Blood and Gore
He's gone mad!
Staring at the body of a man I once knew
Laying there dead
What to do
I have no clue
It's a tragic mistake
That's all I can say
Why can't I just forget it
The image is imbedded in my head
Worst of a


The Mirror WonThe Mirror WonThe Mirror Won
Here I am, Once again I surrendered and looked into the mirror I've been down this road before This time im looking into the mirror with a whole new perspective I find myself looking into the mirror, once more To attempt to end the war
Eyes wide open, I look into the mirror Things are going great I smile and do the unthinkable... I look into my eyes, and something amazing happens. I think I finally found the girl who lies deep inside I start to cry, the mirror goes black I knew this was to good to be true When the mirror came


Tears of BloodIn the night she crys tears of blood And nothing I say can ever help her You ripped her heart out You made this pain And it will never go awayTears of Blood
I'm sorry for what I told you And all the tears I shed for you Cause you were never really there
In the night she crys tears of blood And nothing I say can ever help her You ripped her heart out You made this pain And it will never go away
Make it go away Make the pain stop Cause I'm Crying Crying myself to sleep at night
This is what you've done to me you broke me int


DenialI try to hide it with a smile, But that can only last a little while. They always see through this illusion, The happiness is only a delusion. They try to break through and reach me, But this sorrowful depression prevents me to see. I try so desperatly to not look torn, But I always end up in a pathetic form. Why can't I escape? This deceitful,burning denial.Denial


HidingThe world seems to pass me by, As I stare into the vast nothingness of my life, My memories tainted, Stained, By this poisonous depression. As I lock myself away from everything...everyone, I hide in the shadows, Grateful for the darkness. Hiding from the people I held dear. I don't want them to see me like this, Broken and torn, Trying to hide this dying form.Hiding
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If you drink the liquid out of glow sticks, will you pee glow in the dark??
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If you drink the liquid out of glow sticks, will you pee glow in the dark??
later love
feel better
~Oracle
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I'm a sin and still purer then you are.
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-x-Never Fall Asleep, You Won't Wake Up-x-
And You Only Add More Cracks To This Broken Heart..
*p.s you anit wannabe
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~Dont let worry kill you off - let the Church help.
[link] This link ...click it! FUN
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^Baptised-In-Blood^
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~Dont let worry kill you off - let the Church help.
[link] This link ...click it! FUN
~Whiskey-the-ninja 4 days 22 hours ago Hide
Gomene, but I'm superstitious of chain letters *__*
DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY
thursday october 6, 2005
here just do it
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I
received this
letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a
week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only
guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
within the next week and say it to your self
6
times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen
between you and that 1special person and say
it to your self 12
times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
you scroll down focus and
concentrate on it and think on nothing
else but that wish.
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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,
and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important
message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863
and
if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same
kid
since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any
attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad
got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the
letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the
signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in
the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The
next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew
up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll
get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that
popular but
not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart
kid and
he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few
friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,
about
that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his
dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and
play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and
Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was
goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know
which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but
thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go
out with
that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send
this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
life.....forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend......ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush
will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go
in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the
catch.....you only
have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this to
everyone you.. know
and u cant send it baq to me
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'And the Kunst won't talk to you
Because you kissed St. Rollox Adieu
Because you robbed a supermarket or two
Well, who gives a damn about the profits of Tesco?'
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